I really am nocturnal, it's almost 2.30a.m...!

...and I am still awake!
One fact that you don't know about me.


I'm in love with Kimi Raikkonen.
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Wait. That's not a fact. I guess. No? Yes?
Who doesn't know that? I mean, I would tell that to anyone I know.
If not, they will notice it on my social networking sites.

Add this to your proverb,

'When there's Rabiatul, there's Raikkonen'

Haha, okay I know. Lame. :|

Well, I'm writing because I seem to have something to tell you.

a) I'm leaving for college in two weeks!

Hold on, this is supposed to be the last thing.

b) He is gay.

Adam Lambert confessed that he is gay in his Rolling Stone cover story. Not that surprised me, but the fact that he had a crush on Kris Allen!

"I was like, 'Oh, shit, they put me with the cute guy.' Distracting! He's the one guy I found attractive in the whole group on the show: nice, nonchalant, pretty and totally my type — except that he has a wife. I mean, he's open-minded and liberal, but he's definitely 100 percent straight."

-Adam Lamber told Rolling Stone-

But Kris was all cool about it

“I’m flattered,” Allen told People. “And think it’s hilarious.”

No, you guys are BFF. As in Bestfriends Forever, not Boyfriends Forever! You know what I mean.

c) Day out at the nursery

The other day I went to this nursery, wait, not really a nursery. It's my friend's aunty's house. Get it? And no, it's not that her house is a nursery, it's just that she has 6 children. She gave birth to triplets, and they are now 1 year+. The other 3 went to their grandma's house. As I told you before, I totally love babies as much as I love chocolates. Except that I can't eat them. 2 boys and a girl. Seriously, I don't know how the mother can handle them so well without any scratch in the house. I mean, they are cute (really cute I tell you) but one of them had poked me in the eyes! I know, he is just a baby and knows nothing but to poke me in the eyes -.-. Still, it made me went ,'Ouch!' And the same baby (I think, because they had same clothes and they're like physically the same), nearly crushed my phone when he thought it was his toys. Oh dear, that baby nearly gave me heart attack. You don't know how much I love my phone. I don't care if they are trying to be monsters (or they really are) but babies are totally adorable and I loveeeee♥♥ them with every fibre of my being. :)

Me & Yana

'Don't do that next time. No, that''s bad ok? Mummy said cannot. Tak boleh ok'
'In case mata you still hurt, you're talking to a baby. And macamla dia faham apa you cakap'
'Give his bottle back before dia nangis'
'But he still needs the basic learning and yeah, my eye still hurts.'

Ohh, I even taught them how to say Kimi. I was like ' Ki-mi, ki----mi, kikikiki mimimi.' But all they know was only their Mummy. *Sighs* Gotta teach them next time. Maybe I should show them Kimi's picture. So that when they can talk and see Kimi's picture, they will go;

'Mummy daddy look, Kimi. Kimi!'

Hahaha

d) I want Kimi to win!

The last grand prix wasn't that entertaining at all. Watching your main man on the track losing places at the beginning of the race was really devastating. I didn't even watched the race till the very end. First time this season I did that. Usually, I would just go on and watch till the chequered flag even though I won't see my favorite drivers on the podium or points position. I don't know, maybe I'm just too tired of watching the same man on the podium. Why he would always be on the same spot on the podium? Can't he be standing on the right or left side of the podium at times? Hmphh. No, don't be sorry Jenson. It's not your fault. But sometimes, you should try to hit the wall or maybe run into someone's car, at least. You know, just to make it more dramatic and interesting (for me). Haha.

e) I'm leaving for college in 2 weeks!

I'm sad, happy, excited, anxious, worried, nervous, scared, indescribable, and blabla. Definitely I will tell you how it will be. Oh please, let it be good and happy.

When I watch your videos, I'll go insane

Read that, a 'LOYAL LOVER'. Haha.

I can't wait for June! June, come QUICK! June is a very special month to me of course, I was born in June. This year, I am going to celebrate with Lionel Messi since we were born on the same day *ceyh...bangga bangga*. Plus, he decided to celebrate the win in Champions League on his birthday. I was like, ok fine but with one condition. Invite all the Manchester United players, especially Tevez. Why? Simply because he's my favorite football player. Hehe.

I will definitely invite my Kimi and Massa.

Kimi, you can come with your wife. It's ok, you can bring her to my birthday party. I will be fine (I think).

And another special guest, Kris Allen. Ohh, your wife is invited too. In case you haven't notice, my crushes are all MARRIED. Haih, sad case. Fine, enough said. Kris will be performing on my birthday with his new single, 'No Boundaries' which is also one of my current favorite songs. To all of my friends, wait for your invitation card. Don't worry, I will never forget all of you in my guest list. I know, I'm such a good friend kan? Haha. Ok, that's lame.

Other than that, I'm very excited to meet up with my friends. After so many billions second of not seeing each other, June is officially the-time-to-meet-up-with-friends month. I really can't wait! I wish Pirah would have come home earlier so that I could tell her all of my love stories and also to bully her before I'm off to the new campus.



Another sad case, now that most of my friends are on summer break and they're coming home but I couldn't meet up with them as I have planned earlier because I will be busy with college stuff. So, the only solution I came up with is for them to visit me at my new campus every week. Haha. Albeit the fact that I'm so excited to start college, I'm pretty nervous too. Make that, pretty scared. I hope I can adapt well to the new environment and mix around with others. Above all that, I hope I could watch Formula One. Obviously, I need a break from my studies. Formula One could be a great cure to my study illness. To be stucked in a place like where I'm about to isn't something fun. Boredom kills!

And last night, I was video-stalking Kris Allen on youtube and I am very surprised to know that Adam Lambert is gay? Is he really gay? As in G-A-Y, no interest in woman? Really? Oh-em-gee. I mean he's pretty good with the singing and he's GAY?

To add to my suprise, I have learned a new word. KRADAM. Yeah, the combination of Kris and Adam. KRADAM, that's what you get. Do these people really expect Kris and Adam to be together, as a couple? Are they out of their mind?

My Kris is completely a pure man inside out. Plus, I'm very sure that my oestrogen level is higher than his. And hello, he's MARRIED.

Ok cut the gay thingy, these are the videos I want to share with you. I don't know whether it's just me (or really is it's just me) but they are so sweet. Everytime I watch them together especially during the interviews, I'll go 'awwww...that's so sweet!' But still, I would have never want to see them as a couple. That's insane okay?!!?

See, so sweet kan? They're so BFF! :)


Here's another one.



There's one video where they were asked,

'Who is sexier naked?'

Kris' face at that time was priceless and Adam just went ,

'We don't get naked together'

Haha nice answer but what a weird question.

No more Ice Cream

If you think that I'm sad, depressed or whatever about yesterday's race in Monaco, well you are wrong.
Yes J, you are absolutefreakingly WRONG!
Hello, who cares if he lost that 2nd place to Barichello?!?
He did that because, well you know, it was Barichello's birthday weekend.
Kimi gave that 2nd place as his birthday present.
I told Kimi to get him a HUGE teddy bear or something, but Kimi cakap,

'Apa barang bagi teddy bear!'

Ok fine. Malas nak gaduh gaduh. So ended up with Barichello in the 2nd place.
On second thought, Kimi is such a sweet guy. Awww...terharu okay?

I think I'm in ♥.
No, I think I already am.
And always be.
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Anyway, about the race.
Well, I'm very proud of Kimi and Massa.
Finally, I could watch Kimi on podium and the press conference after a longggg time.
He was 3rd, Ferrari's first podium of the season and Massa in 4th place. They did an amazing job throughout the whole weekend.

Seriously, I've never thought they could do well in Monaco but they have proved me wrong. Ok, my bad. But hey, I always have the faith in them. No matter what happens!
Brawn GP dominated the race with a 1-2 finish and Jenson Button has now won 5 out of 6 races. Impressive!

Ohh lupa,

'Happy Belated Birthday Barichello!'
:)))
*sings Happy Birthday*

Ice Cream

I am happy. But I don't want to talk more about it.
If everything goes right, I'll tell you MORE in the next post.
Whatever happens, I think I would still talk about it.
Anyway, I do hope for the best!
:)

Did you all watch American Idol? O-M-G, it was freaking AWESOME okay! Kris Allen and Adam Lambert did a great job with their performances. I didn't know whether to go for Kris or Adam because they were superb. It was hard for me, just like if you ask me to choose between Kimi and Raikkonen. Now you see my problem. Haha. And I really enjoyed Black Eyed Peas' Boom Boom Pow, especially Fergie's part ;

'I am 3008, you so 2000 and late...'

Kris Allen and Keith Urban ; Kiss A Girl


Overall, I must say that it was the best season finale of American Idol I've watched so far.

By the way, I think that Kris Allen looks a bit like Felipe Massa. At certain angle, he does look a bit like Massa. I would say that Kris is the 'upgraded version' of Massa. Simple word, Kris is wayyyyy cute. Oopsie, sorry Felipe Baby. Don't worry Felipe Baby, you will always be my best teddy ever, because you're the only teddy that I have that could drive. Not just a toy car, it's F1 car okay?!? I know, my teddy rocks.

Obviously, they don't look like twins but Kris DOES look a bit like Massa.
Cuba korang tengok betul betul. Ada a bit like Massa kan?
Kan kan kan kan?

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Okay fine. Cuba tengok this picture.
Teka siapa ni?

He's not Kris Allen. He's definitely not Massa.
Haha
Teka la siapa.

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He's my new crush. So, there you go, I've said it. He's cute, sweet and plays the guitar. And he's only 23. Less gap there on the age. Ohh I forgot. He's married. Ok, ni sedih. I mean, he's only 23 and he's MARRIED?!? How could he? :'(
Actually, I have a crush on him when I first saw him on one of the episodes. I asked my mum who's the guy wearing the red checkered shirt but she wasn't sure about it. She kept telling me it was Adam Lambert, Adam Lambert, Adam Lambert again and again eventhough she knew that Adam wasn't wearing red checkered shirt at that time. Adoih.
I only knew him when I watched that season finale. I am pretty sure it was him. Crush pandang pertama, obviously la takkan lupa the face. Hehe.
Whatever it is, he's just a CRUSH okay?!?

'Why do they call it a crush?'
'Because that's how you feel when they don't feel the same way in return'